Something prompted me to check the privacy settings on my Facebook page. It showed me that I blocked 18 people and one name stood out. I could not remember blocking him. But there he was smiling holding on to a lovely woman smiling. They looked happy. For one fleeting moment I felt a tinge of sadness- \”why did he not choose me\”..and then I remembered.
I always thought it was my fear of ” being seen”, my fear of being seen with all my flaws and vulnerability that held me, hostage. That is the lie. The moment I realized it is the fear of being seen in all my Glory was when I started seeing correctly and found my sight and voice.” Ell
I felt a bit anxious yesterday and could physically feel how my muscles are tensing. The area around my eyes became tighter and I could feel the burning sensation in my eyes and a feeling of breathlessness. I knew there was nothing I can do about the current situation which I was trying to find
I felt a bit anxious yesterday and could physically feel how my muscles are tensing. The area around my eyes became tighter and I could feel the burning sensation in my eyes and a feeling of breathlessness.
I knew there was nothing I can do about the current situation which I was trying to find a solution for.
I walk and am surrounded by Words. I wake and am surrounded by…Words. I have always been surrounded by Words.
When I was little I would watch the other kids play and I would form ..Words. Words became my friend. Books became my friend. My safe place when I felt not to speak to others. When I needed peace and quiet.
I soon had to learn to differentiate between what were my thoughts and what were “stories” meaning Words I give life to.